Oct/Nov2013 Update

Greetings!

It've been such a longggg time since i last updated this space. I was really busy with school stuffs as usual! I've definitely been well-occupied and i'm really glad i am. So.. hello i'm here again!

As usual, school's super hectic x busy x stressful. Still trying to adapt though it's already week 6 of the sem.. Time flies really quick this sem! MST is coming and i've barely prepared. Really worried *pulls hair* gotta buck up quick bcus i can't afford to not do well this sem.. 

So.. i'm gna come honest here that i did horrendously for my previous sem and am definitely ashamed though i didn't really tweet about it because i thought crying over spilt milk is plain pointless. But it's not as thou i don't feel anything at all i just.. yeah you get what i mean. It sucks big time how the grading system works and i am 100% regretful. (ya jx like all the time) Tbh i've lost faith and hope and everything positive but i kinda gained it back today & i'm really grateful for having such amazing friends who never fail to keep encouraging & still believes in me..

Okay so apart from academics stuffs, lemme talk abit about db! We had our SRR race about two weeks ago and it was another splendid experience. Bonded more thru the race too! (If you haven't notice, we have finally gotten our jerseys, yay!!!!!!!!) 

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There was a day when we went to bryson's ohsofabulous crib for steamboat sesh to supposedly celebrate sab & pjk's birthday but some genius forgot to get the cake so it was a birthday celebration without a birthday cake thing hahaha. Had an amazing time that evening! Haven't seen them since then.. Missing the insane kids i hope they miss me too.. hahaha

 And there was a day when we celebrated Tim's 10th birthday! It's crazy how time flies!

Camwhored with my dearest little rascals the number of poses they have is crayyy #potentialcamwhores

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We had our food science practical last week and chef JX, Ama & Suhail whipped up some tomato based pasta with given recipe early in the morning while sleepyhead Chef Ong didn't manage to make it to class in time. Had quite a good breakfast that day bcus the pasta were yumyum in our tum tums :')

I've been having quite a good time in school this week except for that one disastrous day when everything went quite bad but the following days got better and i'm really thankful for the fantabulous days that came by! I had so much fun in class despite all the teasing (ya like calling me a siewmai face to stop me from buying my siewmai hmph aint nobody have time for no siewmai)

Oh ya btw i still check my askfm so feel free to askfm me like tell me jokes ask me stuffs (anti creeps) and all hehe i'll be quite entertained sankyuuuu :')

So, that's about it!

I don't know when i'm gna every update again but i'll try to when term break comes! 

See ya. Goodnight to ya. :)

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I'm kinda, alot, in fact, a ton lot better now. Feeling lesser. Getting happier. It does come back sometimes but it doesn't hit as hard anymore and i am so, so damn glad it's all fading and i'm finally getting in control of my heart again. I always feel better then everything just falls out of place in no time every single time so i really hope it's all gonna end for real this time round. May all be fine and it shan't be stormy forever. I know it've been really really long but , Jixuan's finally getting back up and strong soon :')